Today I wanna share how choosing God's Best has caused me to realized important things in lif. The Lord has taught me to let go the hard way. Being a driven and competent person that I am, I struggle to depend on the Lord most of the time. But last year, when the Lord has instructed me to put my faith in Him and see that He is in control, i made a leap of faith. It was like walking in the darkness. For the first time in my life, i was walking by faith- uncertain of the future. But this has taught me so many thing. It has taught me not to love anything above God. It has taught me to put my faith in Him and not on human abilities. And to experience God's best. It was indeed God's Best. Having a year with this little girl- being hands-on and having to raise her everyday has taught me to be abase and abound, to love unconditionally and to pray for my children. I have learned to totally depend on the Lord and to have that personal intimacy with God.
Much has changed this year. A lot has changed. People have come and go. But God reminded me to be faithful to Him, put my trust in Him and not on human capabilities.
i am just a servant. i was born to serve the Lord. i was born to do His will. everything I do, i do it for Him. everything i do, i do it free. they say i have a very good heart- a unique one. one of the chinese elder even calls it"blessing". i just hope so. i just want to be a blessing. i have given my life unto the Lord. Oakridge is the Lord's.